I hate how now I have to stay up late because my roommates are fucking retarded assholes who decide to have the ac on at 75 while we sleep… Then finally when they do go to sleep I have to weasel my way and turn it down to the 70 and of course I wake up early because I like to wake up with the sun and my roommate is dating some asshole who has no responsibilities, nor does he go to school. They decide to stay up till 4 everyday and talk outside of my fucking window. This is becoming an issue… I hate everything right now.
I hate how much of an asshole I feel like today, I woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
I keep realizing all too often that cutting people from my life is the most important skill I have. So many people weigh me down, betray me and try to use me. Half the time I let it happen, because I don’t care. However when you’re a close friend I expect more from you and it’s gotten to the point where people take advantage of how I am, no more of this. I have cut a few connection this semester and I hate it’s so many, but it’s better this way.
Transparent is all that people become after a while, I just want to feel love giving and receiving. People bore me.
Breathe in and let out a bit of that potential energy
It sits in you just waiting to run no creative outlet
Monotone and just wandering without direction
Feel like life is being pulled in all the wrong directions
My feelings feel small and my life feels large
I need an outlet, so I can begin to let things in
Living on the edge is hardly living at all, maybe just find a way to let go
Enough for me to be fine